Dec 26, 2009

♥♥♥


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There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feeling returning.

Dec 25, 2009

la~ la~ la~~

the smiths - there is a light that never goes out.

Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
Who are young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one anymore

Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people
And I want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their home
And I'm welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought Oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me
And I just couldn't ask

Take me out tonight
Oh take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
No, I haven't got one

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes in to us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out

Dec 19, 2009

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oh, and am sorry if I did that too. i'll try not to. :):)

my dear,

you know what? it is quite disturbing to have you to think as if I'm sooooo crazey about you.i am not jealous. highlight that. once again, it ain't heart matter, it's about dignity. and stop pushing your ideas to me. when you say A about something, somehow, you won't accept it when other says B. well, you'll start to debate, it's okay to have your own sight, but don't push other to think like what you want them to think. there's always reason/s. what do you call that if it wasn't pushing-my-idea thingy? i hate that as well. am just saying. ah, and when i said i don't hate that girl, i meant it. keep that in mind. i even adored her, fyi. idk why, but i did. goodnight then :):)

Dec 16, 2009

I'm on a diet!

;p

yesterday


what happened yesterday? well, actually, i lied. i brought my phones, i set 'em in 'flight mode'. haha. sleepy, but can't sleep. it's Friends' time!!!!! Yey!! seems like am gonna sleep with the light on. banzai!! xx

memories,memories.

Memories last forever. You'll live with it till the day you die.

Mar 7, 2009

Reaching for a Dream

Today, I am going to have a test by which I can go to Sydney for an internship for The Green Peace or may be to Barcelona for a travelling agent. Perhaps, I can make it a huge leap to achieve my dream.

I'm always dreaming of staying in a every country in this world. I want to stay in place and move to another place after a while. By doing so, I will be able to see so many scenes and episodes of life. Perhaps, I can bring a smile to that place too. Then, I can have mine on their smiles. I will keep all of those in a book so that I can make many people wonder about this vast, beautiful world. I will make them going all around the world in their mind - imagining their own version of beauty and wonder.

Feb 19, 2009

untitled

I dont know if this can finally get through you. I have been so busy too this lately. I was intending to have a talk with you again but I don't seem to be able to.

I really wanted to tell you that I never wanted to do that. I don't want to be apart. I want to be with you. I don't want to lose you. I wanted to say all of these but I couldn't.

Well, if one lets out all of these feelings but it isn't accepted, it will remain in the heart as a horrible wound. But, we're still young. Even if it's a horrible experience, don't you think it's better than nothing?

I don't know how long you have been absent from love but you felt in love since a long time, didn't you? You fell in love with me, didn't you?

I have been thinking if this is your last chance to be in a bad love relationship rather than an easy friendship.

Treasure that feeling. Treasure yourself for being able to love somebody.

Feelings can not be understood untill it's spoken