Alice Cullen

I have just got home and K is right: Twilight sucks!! However, Alice Cullen is soo adorable. She reminds me to Rachael Leigh Cook.

Life is quite frustrating today. I went to one shopping center to another for different purposes alone. As it was the famous Saturday night, people were flowing into the malls and plazas. That is the exact reason of why I hate going out on weekends. Streets are overflowed by cars and finding a parking spot is as hard as milking blood from a stone. It really drove me insane.

K is celebrating her roommate's birthday right now. She's having so much fun. I missed her though.

She's home and I am so glad

Bad things do happen

I experienced two bad things today; and they are all nasty.

First of all, swimming accident. My friends called me to go to swim with them and I said okay. Everything seemed to be fun until we found out that the swimming pool was closed that day as it was booked for someone's birthday party. Then, we decided to go to another swimming pool nearby. It was nice, cozy, and even having turkeys running around on their yard! So we went in and found that it was a full pool. We're fine with that and went on swimming. We swam for about 90 minutes and even had a water basketball game.

Getting tired of physical activity, we're going to the poolside and relaxing while floating in the water. Suddenly, I noticed something horrible. I saw bugs - tiny ones - biting our skins. I showed them to my friends and hurriedly swam to the other side. We got off the pool and rushed to shower. However, the showers weren't playing a good thing today. They were going like a water dispenser. I definitely won't go back to that place again.

Second, K told me that she needed to go to Ferdy's place. I never like that idea though as she had once told me that she might develop some special feelings to him. She was like all saying she does have a special feeling to him. However she agreed when I asked if she's doing that on purpose. I don't know if she's being sarcastic or not. I hope she's not. Then, after we cooled down, she told me that she couldn't trust me somehow. OMG! It feels hurt when you aren't trusted when you're saying and doing honest things. Anyway, she insisted to go to hi place to fetch her wine just a moment go eventhough I have forbidden him not to as it's almost 1 AM. I really don't know what to do nor what to say.

Boundin

I have just watched a cartoon published by PIXAR studio - entitled "Boundin". It tells about a sheep who is so proud about his wool untill a human shaved its off. Then, comes a kangaroo (?). Cheers him up with great words.

"Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. When you find it you're down, well just look around. You still have a body, good legs and fine feet. You have your head in the right place and hey you're complete"

And when I was just about to try to look around, I found myself back in a good term with K. We've been talking for three hours now on sucky internet connection. I hate my connection when it comes to rainy season. But, hey, she's back. ^^

It seems I'm the one who had had all the bad thoughts on her. I should apologize. There's nothing better in store for me anyway. She's simply the best.

PS: Today I ate alot. Whatever. I'm so happy!!!

Cousin

I have a little cousin who lives in my house daily as his parents are quite busy everyday. He's a cute 5 years old boy. Lately, he's been suffering from a bad cold. Coughing and sneezing are his dailyroutine but I wonder if toddlers are having what-so-called reserved energy as he is still being so lively while he's having a bad cold. What made him so adorable today is that when he tried to sleep, he reached for my hands, grapped it, held it, and fell asleep on it. That's so lovely! ^^

Now, let's switch to the other thing. I asked K to call me as soon as she woke up this morning and she did. Well, I managed to tell her what I thought and what I felt. She understood it and we made up again. However, I don't feel like she has fully forgiven me yet as all day she just sent me two messages and didn't show up in MSN nor Yahoo!. She didn't tell me if she had arrived home. Another message was sent when I asked where she was and I did let her know that I was waiting for her. She said she was sorry for troubling me but, somehow, I sensed it as sarcastic. At least, things have gone in a better way - I think..

What if

I talked to her last night and explained things to her. It's more into pushing-my-ideals-to-her than compromising things. What if things are not like what I thought? What if it is me who is being too selfish? I think I should've understood her better..

Rain

I have just arrived home and it's raining heavily outside. Phewww, I think it's more of a storm rather than a heavy rain. It made me hit a car in front of me while queueing a crossroad as I hardly saw a thing.

It was a long queue for a crossroad in the middle of a very, very, very heavy rain. Well, I had tried to be as careful as I could. When I saw it's moving, I slowly stepped on my gas pedal *bum* I hit something. Apparently, it was a black Suzuki Swift in front of me. The driver went off his car to see his bumper I hit. Checking it for a while under the heavy rain, he only waved his hand at me telling me it's okay. I really don't know whether it's really okay or he just couldn't see the damage I caused but he already went by. I did notice I made it scratched. However, since he said it's okay, I guess it's okay.

Rain also ruined my diet *ahem* again. I ate a bowlful of Makassar style noodle. It contains of noodle topped with roasted pork, boiled chicken, chips, and separated soup. The huge portion made me stuffed up as I almost puked. Another day of ruined diet.

K hasn't messaged nor called me yet. Let's see if she'll be on her MSN or Yahoo. This is quite a song that is very suitable to express my feeling right now.

"Chasing Pavements"

Performed by: Adele

Songwriters: Adkins, Adele; White, Francis Eg;

I've made up my mind,

Don't need to think it over,

If I'm wrong I am right,

Don't need to look no further,

This ain't lust, I know

This is love but,

If I tell the world,

I'll never say enough,

Cause it was not said to you,

And thats exactly what I need to do,

If I'm in love with you,

Should I give up,

Or should i just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere,

Or would it be a waste?

Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,

And fly around in circles,

Wait then as my heart drops,

and my back begins to tingle

finally could this be it or

Should I give up,

Or should i just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere,

Or would it be a waste?

Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere,

Or would it be a waste?

Even If i knew my place should I leave it there?

Should I give up,

Or should I just...keep on.. chasing.. pavements?

should I just...keep on.. chasing.. pavements?

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere,

Or would it be a waste?

Even If i knew my place should I leave it there?

Should I give up,

Or should i just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere.

Should I give up? Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

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Rice!!!

Last night, after writing my last post, I was having such an awkward situation with her. My temper was easily lost - a situation that unlikely to happen in my normal day.

It started fine she told me her stories and so on. Then, when I asked a question, a-general-question-related-to-her-story-such-as-what-happened-to-him, as she was telling me that Ferdy was talking about his problem to her, she called me not to stick my nose in their business. Well, hey, what I were supposed to ask? I was just trying to be nice and she took it wrong.

I was being all sulky that night. She said she was sorry but I didn't see anything done to make it up. When I tried to, she was like taking a whole 5 minutes to reply a simple question. After a while, she said that she's confused. "What are you confused of"" I asked. I waited and waited but there's no reply. That's when I lost my temper. I logged off. Guess what? She didn't even message nor call me afterward.

I wonder if it's my diet causing me to lose my temper easily?

Speaking of which, I broke my diet last night by eating fried duck with RICE. What made it even worse is that I ate two plateful of them! Holycrap, it means I have to start my ketosis diet all over again and I have started it with an avocado added with SWEETENED milk. OMG how can I lose weight if I keep eating sugar and carbs?

Her

I know this is too fast for another post but I guess you have to allow me as I have something flashing in my mind to be written here. What's the important thing? Well, hey, it's 3:47 AM in the morning! What else to do but pouring some thoughts in this post. Now, I'm going to write about her.

Lately, I have been driven crazy by a girl whom later on will be referred as "K". We knew each other through a friend. Humm, actually, she was his crush. I am still feeling guilty about it yet it can't be helped either. My friend was very mad at me for some times but, somehow, this issue has been resolved.

This may sound crazy. We have only talked online, on phone, on short messages as she is studying fashion abroad but I feel that she has something special. She knows exactly how to make me feel alright, smile, and cheer up when I'm feeling blue. She's a total sweetheart - caring but not too demanding. Perhaps, I will most likely write about us here.

Intorduction *sighs* Introduction

Hey this would be my first post. Eeerrr, kinda lost here as I have never done any of this so-called blogging. So, what to write? Honestly, I don't know. I guess that's all for now. I'll write more later.